Death

I've had lots of issues lately with death. I'm afraid to die. I don't know why, but that thought of crossing over scares me. What if I get stuck? What will happen to Ty? Will he know how to pay bills etc.? I know that the odds of me dying soon are not great but they are out there. Let me state some things that have happened since the beginning of February around here.

• A central high cheerleader was killed in a car wreck on Feb. 6.(However, she was 3 times over the legal limit of alcohol and she had cocaine in her system)
• A Harding Academy senior's mother died in car wreck.
• A student at my brother's school died in a car wreck on Monday. (He teaches at a small Christian school in Tennessee. The whole basketball team saw the wreck)
• A CAC cheerleader and her mother died yesterday in a car wreck.
• A third grader at my nephew's school died last Thursday. She died from cancer. She told her friends that when she died she wanted it to snow because her mom liked snow. It snowed the next day. She was also told that when she got to heaven she could pick any horse to ride. She had ridden a horse earlier that month. The horse she rode died suddenly the Saturday after her death.
• An 11 month old boy died from heart problems.

I'm just being surrounded and having issues about death.